The Call

There is a siren wailing,
A shout, a scream, a signal, a sign
Being blind to it, something never heard before
Its like a silence ringing through my ear
Is my head splitting open or my life being ripped apart at seams?
Its being like stretched from both ends, Its like watching yourself chip away
Flecks of past are settling in the grooves of time, its like broken record repeating in crime
I am slowly sinking down this rabbit hole, not even trying to break this fall

Walls are closing in, space is being squeezed shut, there is no place to move, my heart is seizing up

I am looking for a miracle, I want to hear the call
Crash in to me, make me move, before time freezes everything in its place
Its only echo bouncing about, tell me what I am here for... I want to hear my call
I am staring up in the sky, wishing for a collision, for the deep impact
Crash into me, scream in my ear, I need to move before I bury myself here.

So just say my name, just tell me why I am here

Just make this call...

I am looking for you..

I need a place to rest my head,
A place to survive, to safely bleed
We are being pulled apart, planets betweens
Dreams apart, Oceans within and these messes it seems
You can let these rivers run wild, feeling the water escape your hold
Rushing through you, with you, anchoring you but we still sway
All I am for, what I was made for, this stateless state
I am here looking for you...

The sand is moving right beneath my feet, it will not hold, it will bury me deep
Restless is even the ground, maybe it will offer me the refuge I seek
We already aren't making out alive, so what the rush darling, maybe this is home
Still searching for my place, for our shore, for our reach
We are ruining our options, we are running out of time
And still I am here, grounding my feet, dragging my heels, just hold for one more moment
I am still here looking for you..